烟草的味道

最近, 我抽了些烟... 不知道是为什么? 工作上并没有什么问题.有一份安定的收入,压力不是太大,可是,我就是觉得少了一点什么... 是应该做些什么呢? 妹妹叫我去教堂帮忙... 我其实也相去,却怕帮不了什么. 矛盾... 人是不是都是这样... 以前,我会觉得前很重要,可是现在的我,虽然不是很有钱.但起码不象以前那么可怜...想要买什么都没钱. 现在我可以明白有钱人不一定快乐.

其实,生活可以很简单.我的房间被妹妹笑说象个神父/修士类的房间.哈哈... 很贴切的形容词. 我的生活已经很简单化了. 除了工作, 放工回家,看看电视,打电话给朋友聊天,上上网......没了...就这么简单. 偶尔心血来潮,就带着我的象机出门. 可是, 怎么说还是一个人. 想起来也怪可怜的.

接下来的日子,我应该做些什么呢?

been a while

been a while since i last update my blog... been busy with FB and i think it is an easier medium for me to share my photos with relatives and frens... and they get to comment straight away.. as for my life... never been better than now...

i have learnt to be really independent without frens... life still goes on... made a trip back to KL and realised that it was really like a hometown to me. so many frens...upthere so many nice food that made me miss them so much...

just finish kee's wedding... very happy for him.... i wish for him a great marriage ahead...

叶落归根 - 日出之行

为了要到日本, 这一次, 要好好的打算... 首先, 我必许做一些准备工作. 第一, 就是先排列出想要做的事. 到日本, 风景是一定要看得. 再加上到日本安的季节应该是秋天,(九月尾) 一定会看到很多很美的风景. 我们先要知道去那里找风叶.然后, 一定不可以忘记去享受道地的温泉. 再下来, 就是吃饱喝足的时候了. 在日本, 当仁不可以错过美味鲜甜的 sashimi!!!! yummy!!!

好了... 就先这样决定. 由这个方向出发. 在加一些妹妹买的书里的好料, 应该就够了. 简简单单,却又要不平凡的东京之旅, 就看我的了!!!! 敬请期待!!!

Another weekend

so far so good i guess, been quite busy the whole week through. i tot maybe i will get a bit of rest towards the end of the week... who knows, it got even busier than before... i just hated when people just yell at u and say i want by today.... how ridiculous.... yeah i want it by today too... i did it in the end... but then... so what? i really dun understand at times what are we rushing for?

it is late now... need to sleep liao.... i feel kinda lonely.... hoping that i could have someone to share... life is so confusing... i dunno? why is things in life becoming so diff? i used to think that i just wanted a simple life.. but now the more i know, the more complicated it had become... i dunno where am i heading..... it seems rather vague.... what do i really want in life?

just finish a TVB series. it was a good show, i love the story and the love story too... it seems like a message from God... move on... there are more better things in life waiting for us...

Japan trip in one mth time... kinda anxious.... really dunno what i should be doin... disney maybe... and i think some nice sight seeing trip to take some nice photos....

我累了

今天我很累，就是完全不能够做工。心里想着很多东西。我应该怎样？？？ 很彷徨，很失落，生命的意义很模糊。人生的目标看不清。很烦。。。。为什么我会这样？我不是一直很清楚自己要的是什么吗？我是经不起打击？经不起挫折？我的毅力跑到那里去了？我的精神支柱在那里？

my dad, mum and sis..... a great gathering...... miss them alot.... and wish i could do more for them....

Dinner & Farewell