我的她

我的她,在那里? 是她吗? 还是她? ..... 其实很希望是她, 可是可能是因为上一次的伤, 累得我还有一丝丝的恐惧. 不过希望一定一切都会好好的,那我也就会好好的过. 让自己快乐,活出新的一年.

很开心可以和你有着话題聊,怕有一天,话题没了怎么办? 不会吧? 现在你的心是在想什么呢? 你对我有感觉吗? 我们会有明天吗? 哎! 别想这么多拉...一切顺其自然吧! anyway 也满享受现在的状况. 自然一点回好一些. 太急会吓坏你哦. hmm... but i somehow just can't hold my feelings? it is so confusing.gosh... i wish i could cool down a little.... as time goes i really dunno what to do? it is confusing and more confusing..... i wish i got the guts to ask u. but i am so afraid that u might just reject me??? but thinking back .... if u reject then, i am still fine right? haha.... dilema.... that's life i guess........