been a while that i .........................

been a while since I last update this blog of mine.even myself also find it to be dead…. Maybe I had declared it to be dead…always ask my friends to update theirs but I myself was just too lazy to do so
was writing in mandarin in the first place but find it just too slow to type out….so I deleted those few sentence and jump to this straight.
life had been changed
so much that I haven got the time to really sit down and ponder about it
much thought had been given to it
decision had been made to it
life is changed
at least for the better I suppose
my wife is now staying with me
finally……..
things got interesting
when 2 are not staying together….. We were living on the phone
but now we are living next to each other
funny as it seems but it has been a blessing
she is sweet in her own way
well as I already know even before I propose to her
I know she is unique in her own way too
but I guess that's marriage life
when 2 people that came from 2 walks of life
the way we live,eat,drink,sleep and so on would be so diff
but of coz I finally understand the famous phrase in manadrin
behind every successful man, there must be a great woman behind him
who will provide supports be it financially,mentally or purely words of encouragement
I am lucky in the sense, my dear wife will pack my an apple every morning
I am lucky in the sense, my dear wife will support me when I am diagnosed with liver problems
I am lucky in the sense, my dear wife will support me when I decided to embark on a new venture in business
I am lucky in everyway I see it as my wife does it
now talking about my life changing process
I am now a married man
I am now a driving man
I am now a happy and blessed man
I am now a salesman
I sell property
I provide shelter to the needy
I need to work hard for my clients
I must be professional
I must work with integrity
I must not be greedy
I must not throw temper like I used to
I must learn to control
I need to be more independent
I must be discipline
I want to be the top 10%
I must stay in the top 10%
I will work hard for my loved ones
I work hard for my job satisfaction
I work hard to gain respect
these are some of the littles things running in my head
I had yet to tidy them up
I will be joining the most challenging industry
there would be no fixed income anymore
I will need to earn my own salary
this is like a own business to myself
when I first tot of doin - sales
as general, I just want to be out there doin something else
I used to have a plan
it last from 1998 to 2008
then what I tot is my dream carreer somehow backfire me
I realised that I am not fit to be in here
I should be out there
doin whatever that could show my skills
so I compare and talk to many people
I am glad that I received the best positive response from my wife
the trust she affirmed me,just made my day shines
of coz…. There are supports from family and relatives
people cautions me that it is not an easy job
u will not get what u are earning now
they are a lot of ppl tried and failed miserably
then they all went back to where they left from
actually for me, I just wanna prove to myself
I can do it
I know it is gonna be very hard, super tough
amazingly crazy
but at least I try
I dun wan to look back 10 yrs later and think to myself that
only if I had tried
it would be diff
now that I am without too much of commitment
I can focus and try and do it
I will give myself 3 yr to established
within 2 mth to break the egg
one yr to the next promotion
and I mean to make it to 80k com
I wan to hit 90% com in less than 1 yr time
I know I need to deploy a lot of strategies
for the past 1 week plus
I had started attendiing class
met these super agent, each unique in their own ways
but one thing I realised and find in common
they all do down to earth stuff, that includes door to door
canvassing…. Which u need to visit a specific area and do mass promotion
along in the class…. I find myself facing a lot of difficulties
the person I hated the most is in the class
the person so haolian is in the class
but of coz I also blessed to meet a few kind fellows
I find that I tend to categorised myself and restrict myself to a specific group of people
I find myself also quite haolian
so there is something that is wrong with me.
I need to correct myself
I need to change